Tuesday, March 11, 2008

"What hurts the most"

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again i pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

"Why not??" "I can't.." "Just do it!" "I'm not gonna.." "Come on!!" "Please la.." "You'll never know till' you try!!" "I just...CAN'T!
OK?" "Ok then let me do it for you." "No. He is not gona find out how i feel..."

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what i was trying to do

"Standing here and watching you walk away, Longing for the courage to tell you how i feel, And i don't wana go home right now, Cuz a day will feel like forever When you're not here beside me..."

It's hard to deal with the pain of loosing you everywhere i go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I"m alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if i could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart
THAT I LEFT UNSPOKEN
"Your voice That melts my heart like snow approaching spring Your perfect eyes That blinds my soul from everything But you.. And I'm missing you like a tree misses the warmth in winter time But can a tree tell winter to stop?"

And what hurts the most
Was being so close
AND HAVING SO MICH TO SAY
And watching you WALK AWAY
WITHOUT KNOWING
WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN
AND NOT SEEING THAT LOVING YOU
IS WHAT I WAS TRYING TO DO.....

"Do you have need him enough to have him? Do you have him enough to miss him? Do you miss him enough to love him? Do you love him enough to tell him...? ...And hoping that our hearts will not become like parallel lines: No matter how far they go.. They shall NEVER meet..."



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